not myself

SHES MY HUNK
ARINI , MUACKS.

DINNER AT PASIR PANJANG

I THINK I LOOK LIKE A MALAY TOO.

LOVEY DOVEY.

NO COMMENTS.

THATS IAN!

I SAY SEXY, YOU SAY BACK!

sexyback!

oh gosh. theres nothing much to write about these days.

wanna get a haircut soon. LIKE SOON?

how soon?! urghs. crap. everyday is a busy day. if not, lazy day.

yucks. not being myself today.

selestine n minglee are so obssessed wih their harry potter and the dunno what now.

bio was hard. it's now harder. crap.

sat is gonna be a stressful day.

home sweet home

HOME SWEET HOME. not gonna sae much about the leadership camp. way too significant n meaningful. miss many many many people. GREAT FRIENDS, shall always be. AT LEAST IN THE MEMORIES.

i've learnt that winning really matters. result is the objective. if u still think that winning is not everything, WAKE UP. be realistic! result reflects our leadership. i have always been comforting myself that, so long we're bonded in team, losing or winning doesnt matter anymore. man. i'm childish. how to even engage in the marketplace with that childish thinking. when theres no taste in the winning, how true a leader am i? out there in the world, no one cares the process. everyone wants to see results. and yeah. RESULTS! a good one!

800m

i hate ppl false start.

love my hair! it fliesssssss

PAPARAZZI??? hahahas.

http://www.rjcat.com/schsports/sectrack/ss_home.php?mypage=results/result-14-10.inc

alright man. I fell flat on the ground at the finishing line. total embarrassment. i even

took about 5s to react. dun ask me why. i dun even know the reason why. all i know is that

at the very second when i stepped across the finishing line, i thank God for the completion.

then the next second,

my face was flat on the ground.

crap. i tried too hard to stretch my head?

or just that my feet didnt even land properly on the ground?

GOSH. I DUN EVEN KNOW.

10Boey Jia Qi Rachel CJC 02:41.06
11Megan Chang VJC 02:41.21
12Toh Ai Di Eadelin TPJC 02:41.22
12Ang Kuan Ren VJC 02:41.22

we could smell each other in the race. my position didnt change at all

still remains as 12th in e finals.

yucks.

i'll always rmber theres this vjc won me by a nose and another vjc girl has the same body size as me.

16As soon as Eadelin finished her race, she fell

the ground. At that moment heaven was opened, and she saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and lighting on her. 17And a voice from heaven said, "This is my child, whom I love; with her I am well pleased."

TENGCHEONG IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SWEEEETTT

*To this very tjc girl, you have done so well in the run! i'm so proud of you. continue to shine for God yeah!

2.4km run

wasnt mentally prepared for my 2.4km.

but God helped me thru this tough run once again.

hit a timing of 10mins 46s.

i have a feeling that he's running with me these days.

when i'm weak, you're strong

you're my feet, when i cant move on.

i went on rock climbing today!!!!! i'm scared of heights but cldnt give a shit about it anymore. wanna try out all things before i leave this world. leave without regrets. thats life (=

harry potter movie

the kissing scene in the harry potter show was soooooo random. is like, out of no reason harry n cho chang kissed. i dunno whats the whole order of phoenix about actually. i got two gentlemans sitting beside me since they both read harry potter books. so all the time, ezekiel and joshua were irritated by my never-ending questions. kenneth n minglee also know the story quite well. unfair. i wanna read books too!!!! overall, i rate the movie 3.5 stars. yeah. disappointing for sure.

was referring to the bookmark 'words i confess daily' n one of the points , " love poeple fervently" caught my attention. i laughed to myself. not that i've turn crazy or what. but it is just so hilarious that i don feel it in some people. i rmber i was quite a snobbish n stuck-up person. i chose to talk to ppl who deserve my attention or worth to be my friend.

dont get it? is like...

if you're not fun, not good looking, not smart or popular, please dont come near me. i'm just so not interested in making friends with you.

back to the point love people fervently. i wonder what would u do if one member is not doing very well these days? cast e person at one side? ignore he or she? don bother? if u tried calling the person, well done. if u're not, another worrying case. it makes me feel that if one day i'm not doing well, will i end up the same as the person?

I just feel that, never give up on the person that we used to work with, join hands with, in alliance with. for goodness sake, we're an army of God. so what if there r casualties in the team? we can still fight for God and heal the casualties at the same time. Thats the faith. it may seem impossible. but deep in my heart, when the person is healed. the person gonna rise up strong again. fight together with us once again. beat the devil upside down like never before. it takes alot of effort n strength. but not by our own effort n strength, but by the most high God.

i feel so disgusted by these 2 words. 'don bother'

i don think my God is like that.

800m finals

theres one good news and one bad news. the good news is that i'm managed to qualify for 800m finals. the bad news is that i dunno how am i going to run for 800m finals. feeling more pressurized and more nervous. Wednesday, is definitely a butt cramp day for me. no matter what, i must win that PARTICULAR RAFFLES GIRL. simple reason is that she used underhand method to overtake me. no sportsmanship.hehehehs. watch me fly!

4 by 400m

prayer works wonder again. we managed to enter 4 by 400m finals. the overall timing is not up to satisfaction.. guess the sprinters were too exhuasted with their earlier events. gonna aim 67s in the final round, to at least pull the distance gap closer. Hwa chong institution's 2nd runner is damn goood alright. but so what. at least I made her sweat like mad chicken before she could overtake me. not boasting off but yeah, wldnt let someone overtake me so easily. God bless her with long legs. but i guess God also bless me with lots of supporters. LOVE NGEE ANN TRACK. so slack in training yet so enthu in cheering. urghs. gotta run my 800m race tmr. if this gonna work out again, i'm gonna have my two finals events on the same WEDNESDAY. two best words to describe that day, SIAO LIAO. thanks for the prayers amanda n melsa (= we ran well becos of the strength given by Daddy God.

Without him, we wldnt make it.

Awesome Daddy.

poverty

swensen ice cream cake, i'm lovinnn it!

my face. my hair. my shirt. all experienced the goodness of it.

basically, my whole upper body was smeared with cake. that same goes to amanda.

only minglee managed to run away with it. GOD BLESS HER WITH SPEED. otherwise she would have the meow meow face like mine. Weeeeee~ i failed 2 H2 out of 3 H2. i don feel emo abt it. i think God really bless me.

do u know that 30,000 children die everyday due to poverty-related causes?

oh yeah. poverty sux. seeing all the children so skinny. like, skinnier than miie. my wish now is to fly over to Africa, to give them food and to give them a big big hug. I know God is doing smth about it. In fact, he's working thru us. Let's not jus look at the pictures and cry about it. Why don be the one spread the word? The left-over food is enough to feed 6 billion people. If u don feel a thing, i guess ur case is more worrying.

presents from relatives

the way u looked into my eyes,

tells me that u already had a key to my heart.

man!!! i receive more prezzie from relatives.

Britney Spears fantasy eau de perfume

lancome eye shadow, mascara, eye cream, brushes kit, lipsticks, make-up remover. i think it comes in a set.

elizabeth arden eye shadow n hand moisturiser

necklace n earrings

oh yah, loreal foundation from ezekiel.

SAVE MONEY ON EVERYTHING.

4 by 100m race

yipee yaya yipeeyipee yaa~
sorry zhongmou,dingjie..u guys werent the last to wish me happy birthday. HAHAHAAS. i think is huijia. 11.59pm.

ran 4 by 100m this morning. screwed up. thats it.

i looove all the presents.

pink colour socks from kiku n zm
2 pink colour disney pouches. one from zolene, one from kuku n zm
a chain with my name on it...SOOO SWEEET. from selestine, amanda n xinwei
a pink colour wallet from jeffrey.
a purplish pink FOX laced spag shirt from my pretty boss, jamie.
white colour blossom shirt from urghs! i know is a group of ppl bought it.
jean shorts from cell group
a pink colour softtoy dice from zm n kuku. very useful when trying to answer MCQ questions.
a great fish n co feast from ezekiel. seafood platter is yummy!
Ty bear [ birthday version] from ezekiel. so sweeeeet..
a heart shape necklace from minglee.. love confession i think (=
ok ok ok hairclip from minglee. she knows my fringe irritates me alot.
a big jigsaw puzzle from the minglee n zolene. SQUIRREL IS CUTE!
red packets from aunty n grandpa. the sum of money is confidential.

ehhh.. i feel pinkish in this season...


Kevin has dance competition tmr.. pray that God will guide him along.

my birthday

Today i was late for school n all da latecomers had to stay back for phototaking. [nbm. i jus treat it as a celebration or smth..] but it wasnt very nice to get ranted by disciplinary master on my BIG DAY. hahahas. forget it. Ooooooooo. cakes n cakes.. i think i put on weight.
HIGH SUGAR CONTENT. coffee,choc, strawberry. all tastes really yummy.

i received socks as muah prezzie! hahahas, shall compile all my presents another day. AM SO SLEEPY NOW. oh yah before that...

thanks for all the birthday wishes.. jasmine, zen, joshua, sherman, liting, grace, huixian, angie, seraphina, kenneth, niven, ben,sean,wilson, another wilson, jon, phyllicia, sherryfah? sarah, shanzhi, jamie, puiye, angie, zsa, sansan, eileen,amanda,selestine, alfie, tseyun,kikuzawa, zhongmou, melsa, xinwei,minglee, jeffrey,ezekiel, huijia,queenie, rachel, chiensing, council[ mae gave me a real big hug man],hafiz, nash, jocelyn.. MUACKS! lols..

every birthday wish makes me happier each time.

my phone really hanged. [stupid fone i know]
cldnt reply u guys..sry about that. May God bless everyone. Zzzzzzz

let's be kingdom-minded

this blog post goes all out to joshua, angie n ezekiel. u guys prayers work wonders upon wonders. minglee was second n i was third. so we were like, "Let's do really well to shine for God!"
Truly, she was excellent in reading the passage aloud n her conv was more or less a successful one. As for miie, i didnt do quite well for my passage as compared to minglee[ i could go blind with all da chinese charcaters] but i believe it was still an above average reading overall. the conversation part saved me from drowning! it was about sports n awards. i love this topic! yeah man. great chance to shine for God. And then queenie claimed that i bla bla very long but the examiners were nodding their heads happily, saying 'this girl is good'. I LOVE DADDY GOD!
no more chinese oral for the rest of my life!

back to school

slowly opening up my eyes..praying REAL hard in my heart.. searching for the final result in the box below.. THERE! MY MID YEAR MATHS RESULT! i saw it with my own eyes. it's my H2 subject! one of the most important subjects! oh my goodness! i cant believe it! how could this happen to me?! I PASSED MY FREAKING MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!! i kissed the table with joy. ARRRRR. i'm not one of the failures!!! 32 upon 60. Weeeee~~~
[ u dunno how hard the paper was! ] am so satisfied with muah result.


=p our 4 by 100m girls' team managed to smell the finals with a timing of 57.92s. Oh God, let miracles come upon miie. i wanna get hit my personal best for 800m and also to pass another H2 subject, preferably biology. tmr is A levels chinese oral. gosh, i don feel nervous at all. i guess God will guide me along in the oral. hehes. prayer works wonder.

transformer

TRANSFORMER is really super duper thrilling man. with an old-looking car transformed into presentable posh car and den to gigantic robotic hero was really incredible. but thats smth superficial. in the movie, that cute and silly Sam actually got himself a hot babe in the end! Hehehehes. i guess the funniest part is when the 4 robots went to Sam's hse. apparently, they were too bulky to keep the noise level down. yeah. great destruction in the backyard. Watching da 4 great robots trying to hide away from Sam's parents really amused me man. To prevent them from finding out, Mikaela had to come out from her hiding place. Well, Sam's mum was estactic! hahahas. HOT BABE WHAT. i wanna get da same car as Sam too! the music will just play according to my mood. Hehehehehes.

so jealous of jeffrey's portable PS. jus found out that joshua doesnt eat chilli [BOOOO] and minglee on the other hand, eats lots of chilli {waAAAA}. i'm intermediate when it comes to eating chilli. [ooooooooh]

RECOMMENDED WONTON MEE : heeren =)

RATING FOR TRANSFORMER: 5stars

joshua got a new blog

woooohoooo!!!!! Here to advertise joshua's blog http://www.litkwongg.blogspot.com/

link him ONLY WHEN U KNOW HIM.

sunday

The grey fantansy inside of me is driving me nuts n peanuts. i bought 3 grey shirts in just 2 days. hahahas. I LOVE GREYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shopping spree late at night

Zsazsa: if someone ever breaks ur heart, one word from u, and i'll break someone's nose
den she continues,
Zsazsa: i mean it (:

*tremblings*

SO PEOPLE, U DON WANNA BE THE NEXT MICHAEL JACKSON. hahahahahahas


went to meet zsa,ran,guan and bigshow for lunch on fri. they didnt change much. jus that guan's hair has grown quite alot and he looks slimmer now. den we went back to our secondary school to visit mdm azean. oh yah! u noe how damn lucky are the sec4s now? they have each and every classroom installed with air condition. so unfair. STUPID PINK PANTHER. he still wears pink for goodness sake. after touring the sch, we den found out mdm azean had left da sch. ARGHHHH. but we had a long talk with mrs teh. shes really really cute. so huggable. and yeah, a ring from perrine, got to rush for training. and after training, thats when all da sweet aroma came. CELL GROUPS JUS TTOO SWEET FOR MIIE.

Saturday
we went totally insane after service. NOT that the service was boring but the urge in us drove us to madness. SHOPPING SPREE AT 9PM. i didnt know speed is taken into account. just give me another one hr or so and i'm pretty sure we can smoke the whole bugis street.
at least puiye, rufeng, minglee and i managed to buy smth back home (: i dunno da guys. they're jus the losers when it comes to shopping. PLEASE ADMIT.

celebration of july babies

LOVE.YOU.GUYS. n167 n w399.

As my life goes busier each day, i feel a greater need to have u guys by my side. Thanks for all da joy n laughter. Also, now i know why i always look forward to e weekends. not just becos i get to sleep a lil longer, not just becos i can sit back n relax. but is becos i enjoy the Word of God, the praise and worship, the presence of the Lord, and definitely not to leave out u guys, my beloved churchmates. i enjoy u guys presence. no matter how tough n exhuasted the journey may seem to me right now, i've learnt to take it easy and trust God that he will make ways for me. Thank God for the wonderful people in this big family.

With strong bonding, we can count on one another.

With faithfulness, we can trust in each other.

With love, we can seek for one another.

And with each other, nothing is impossible.

No matter which side of the palm u r at,

becos together, we're a fist

to beat down all devil attacks.

shld have put portable playstation on my wishlist. AHAHAHAHAS. kidding. i love the present. muacks to whoever bought it. happy birthday too to all da july babies.

Grace

Ck

shirley ' i love her donuts!!!

PRAYER MEETING

Li ting-- waiting for you says:
i got love notes fer u and zsa

eadelin says:
WAHHHHHHHHHH
eadelin says:
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeettttt

Li ting-- waiting for you says:
i meet u in sch den i pass u k

eadelin says:
OKAY!!!!!!!!

isnt she sweet?

prayer meeting was a fantastic one. want to know more? attend for the next pm then.
I find many people look better in this season.
Maria had her hair cut and the new hairstyle looks really good on her.
Angie bought new shirts from 77th street. man, i like the design. . Reminds me to shop before the GST increase.
Kevin - his strikingly red-white shorts with the black shirt is really unique. u need certain boldness to wear such combination. and i think it looks good on him. minglee, needless to say. got so many new bags n stuffs during her bdae. waiting for her to use *ahem*.
Tengchong looks good in the shirt with tie imprinted on it. blackwhite version. showcasing his formality in casual clothes.
Joshua,orange-white shirt matches his skin. he's all-rounded in sports. MAN. i must catch up with him.
Ezekiel has really nice hairstyle. neat, innocent and cute. goes well in his topman plain black/grey shirt. Makes people want to know him more.
Dunno what to wear? Dun fret. necklaces can help to press in at times. i love jamie's necklace. sparkling gem. it really makes one shine out just with that necklace alone. furthermore, the purple give rise to princess feeling. WHOOO.


all in all, if u wanna know how to dress up, jus look at maria. she got good taste all the time. man. exhausted. NIGHTS.

PARTY -

YAY! exam is over. i hate talking about exam stuffs. so lets not go into details. jus need to know eadelin is all ready and prepared to receive her unwelcoming results. Finally get to wear my lovely bearr. cos i bought one for minglee's birthday as well. i find it cute. gosh. i'm the hanger. the bear is the main lead for the day. hehehes.

TO JOSHUA,if you r reading this, i pity u that u have to hide ur phone here n there.
I DON HAVE TO. BLEHS! don bash me.

To minglee,
i'm always here for you. exams are jus the part n parcel of our lives. lets learn how to face it together yup!
oh no. i'm late. I'M RUSHING DOWN TO MEET U NOW!!! poooff

would be there for me

If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that’s okay.

Would you stand by me,

Let me hold you tight,

And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,

And touch my lips with tender love and care.

Would you die for me,

Would you run with me,

And never look back.

Would you be there to love, to be with me ?

Would you swear that your love is always true ?

Would you say that you’ll always be the one,

to take my breath away ?
Would you be there to love, to be with me ?

Would you swear that your love is always true ?

Would you say that you’ll always be the one,

to take my breath away ?
Would you be there ..

simple love

every night, i soak my bed with tears.

grabbing every reason i could think of,

just to trust you one last time.

u took me for granted,

again and again.

the pain u inflicted,

is way too deep to be noticed.

am i that insignificant?

apparently, yes.

but deep down in you,

i hope there's a voice saying no.

My life is like a train,

moving way too fast.

People just come and go,

without having a closer look at my broken heart.

yes, life is hectic.

but i do not want to be manipulated by life.

all i yearn for

is a simple joy.

You can give to me,

if you treat me with a pure heart.

Throw away all your complications.

Stop staining my life.

Stop acting pathetic in front of the pathetic.

i don need all the vulgarities.

i dont need all the cold shoulders.

i dont need all the accusations.

i dont need all the ill-treatments.

i don need all the backstabs

all i need is you and your simple heart

with that very simple love.

story jus cant end well without your understanding.

thank you

pleasing people is not a leisure

my sweet lil cousin came over to my hse ytd evening . still the girl who loves to mess up my room. then she found my pringles! ok. THATS IT. gone.
my grandma then came into the room, asking her to go out. it was nth usual but the words she said really hit me hard.

See, jiejie so hardworking, don disturb her. go out drink ur milk milk now. drink more den can grow up and run fast fast like jiejie. bring many trophies back.

trophies.goodacademic.leadership posts. so what. i think i'm still a failure afterall.

i'm a total loser when it comes to relationship.

bio consultation

Friends that truly shine

Went to tm popular after bio consultation. minglee, zolene n I spent hrs looking for a perfect chem guide to ace in our upcoming exam. yeah, all da last minute job. but i believe there r ppl out there catching up too. all da teachers don quite believe that eadelin can do well. oh, we shall see.

one life, i lay at your altar

one love, i have with you

one word, you know i will follow

one heart, broken to you

photos of sentosa

WINNERS

DONT U THINK NAT[ THE LIME GREEN SHIRT GUY] LOVES TO TWIST ALOT?

ZOLENE.BERNARD.MINGLEE.VICTOR.NICHOLAS.

CHAOS

Showing off his tattoo
'drama' team


i pity him man.

Pirates 5

Our FLag


YUUUUPY

THEY LOVE TO ACT ALOT

fri sentosa

Friday sentosa was a woah woah man thou it rained like a mad chilly padi in da morning.
we had so much fun even before we reached da sentosa. keep talking, keep walking, keep roaming around the vivo city, keep taking photos, keep crapping, keep laughing. buzz.
Finally! we're IN SENTOSA!

didnt noe that joshua, nicholas and victor can play so well in basketball. derek n nat are monkeys that can jump really high to catch da ball. stupid guys, i think i hardly even touched the ball. thats really unfair. HAHAHAAHAS. some idiotic people swam across to the opposite island, leaving me behind in da shallow water. dunno how to swim is quite a pathetic thing. urghs. den ezekiel and derek went to write TPJC on the sand, cool. thats our footprint in sentosa.

Hate the showering part. must queue up really long.
on our way back home journey, was all da craps again.

having bk meals at the viewing site was really smth new n fun. we need not have to search for seats n the place there is quiet n beautiful. love changi airport. da best place to hang out doing nth. jus sit there, enjoying each other's presence, satisfying your stomach with burger n fries. heaven.

everyone has a choice to make

crap. hoping to hit 66s in nationals for 400m, now, completely dropped the idea. my timing is such a far cry from my expectation. i mean, my timing has been slowed down by 4seconds. yea, such a oh my goodness thing with 68s dropped to 72s. like, i hate to have that number 7 right at the first position. whatever it is, i'm jus gonna give my best shot on the day itself. YEAH. WATCH ME FLY. thats all i can believe in myself. and yup. feeling real lethargic now. Thank God for minglee and ezekiel. they came over to help me with spaghetti and sandwiches. tmr gonna heat up hotdogs n sum up all the sandwiches. oh yah. Charmaine also fighting hard to rush out salad n crabmeats. also, credits to jeff n chien who came to help out with the grocery shopping. whole body ache. council bbq outing after sentosa. man. SUCH A FUN DAY, but energy consuming man. exams are coming. gosh, i think the only person i can study with is minglee. YEAH. shall glorify God thru our results this time.

OH YES. after watching both star movies of spiderman 3 and fantastic 4, i jus found out they have smth similiar. We do have choices. yup. so make ur choice today. set ur heart n soul to go for it. i mean, mistakes are smth we can learn from, but regrets are smth forever. LOVE.

DEAL OR NO DEAL

ok. jus found out smth interesting from my aunty, the deal or no deal game!
so check this out!

http://www.nbc.com/Deal_or_No_Deal/game/dond.swf

alright. my current record: 400k. beat it or bite my dust.
wahahahas. don mess with the banker =p

cockroach makes me run

i thought today was jus another ordinary track training in school. Mrs barnabas insisted to have the time trial done by today, so my heart was like shouting for God, HELP! i'm still feeling sick these days. havent really recovered from bad coughing and flu. that explains my horrible voice ok. what i feel really bad is that i passed the cough to my grandma. urghs.. ok back to track.
so i was like keep praying in my heart to God for strength. den i went to wear my spikes. Here comes the exciting part man! jus keep on reading, u wun regret. after wearing my spikes, i felt smth struggling at the bridge of my left foot. i could feel its wings. The initial thought is "must be that yellow butterfly" [ cos i saw it flying ard in my hse ytd] so i removed my left spike, and hit it against wall. GUESS WHAT! a super, gigantic, ultra-ugly freak flew out from my shoe- COCKROACH! A FLYING COCKROACH! i ran to the track n cried like a mad penguin. the girls dispersed as the flying cockroach attacked them. gosh. i brought a cockroach from my house to school. Eeeeeeeee yrrrrrrrrr. unbelievable. it actually flew to my shoebag n to my shoe! i still put the shoebag into my bag eh. man. disgusting freak. i'm so scared of cockroaches alr lah.

den i was totally energised after the cockroach incident. did God send the holy cockroach to strengthen me? oh God, not in this way please! when everybody had finally calmed down, we were all stationed for a 400m race. ok, my heart was pumping real fast. dunno whie. Den i started off with a quick kick and became the lead after 100m. actually, i was so afraid that perrine would catchup at the 200m mark. i was at lane 3, outer curve. Thank God, i managed to maintain my speed all the way to the finishing line. BUTT CRAMP, as usual. Praise God for that time trial. i wouldnt be first without him. 68s, broke my old 400m time record. hurray. i treated it seriously. cos i don wanna be a laughing stock in nationals. i took 2 years to break my personal best, that shows how slow i am in 400m. urghs. hope to do even better in nationals.

JUST A SECOND..

92% of our worries is redundant but arent we always filled with worries all the time? Just cast ur that remaining 8% to God. As u do ur best, God will do the rest. Praise God for friends that are coming to church. Sentosa outing is coming! hurray. but chiensing not gonna be there. like, hes the joke ic loh. urghs. Thank God for helium guy, derek. cant wait to dress him up as the pirate. [ it's not gonna be a handsome pirate for sure] amanda and minglee birthdays are coming! like, very soon. then SOMEBODY reminded me that my birthday is coming too. interesting. my body clock didnt tell me so. urghs. oh yah, i have monty's bar card. like, can go there n celebrate again! yummy sirloin, here i come.

i love babies!!!!

u must lose something in order to gain something. i lost my handphone n guess what? i got a new ipod! The old one was orginally shipped from dunno where[ ezekiel bought for me] and in the same month, tragedy happened. i left my ipod in the washing machine! stupid washing machine. i was crying like a mad chicken , hoping my love for ipod could revive it. my ipod was in coma for a few months. well, i really tried very hard to revive it. When ezekiel pronounced ipod dead that day, i was super heartbroken lah. then we found out that this ipod was still within the one year warranty! hehehehehes. i really find the apple company is dumb. they thought that the ipod they gave me is a fault one. so ... hehehehehehes!



ezekiel also got a new ipod. he told the person that the ipod got some problems and he requested for a new one. but the fact is, the ipod got too many scratches. he jus wanna get a new, black, shiny ipod with U2 signature behind. HOHOHOHO.





oh yah, other than new ipod. i also got 'new ' cousin. SHES LEEANNE'S SISTER! her name is amber. she's cute, isnt she?

moi very first method jus set up 8 planets!

to refrain myself from seeing things that i don wish to see, i think i better listen to ezekiel and jus leave the comments alone. no matter how sarcastic and bad can the comments be, there is no point keep arguing over insignificant issue. there are still friends who see and work things out with their purest hearts. and i'm sure God will bless me such friends some day. be it the next minute or the very last min before i depart from this earth, i still carry that belief that such friends do exist. i still feel very strange with this person calling me bitch [ pardon me from spelling out ] jus because of a word? i din know i have that impact. lols. side joke.

and yeah, thanks for those who keep asking me to rest well. esp jamie, kevin n ezekiel n my
GRANDMA. i think i really rest very long. hehehes.
man, i still have loads of things waiting for me to complete. can i have an angel from heaven to do homework for me please. hehehehes

YELLOW AND STICKY PHLEGM. wow!

coughed out really alot of yellow phlegm. ok, i know u feel disgusted by now. woke up 8am in the morning to get ready for my badminton finals! After brushing my teeth, somehow this bad feeling overwhelmed me n i went to bed again! den i told myself, jus another 5 mins of rest...
somehow the 5 mins dragged to a few hrs. and yah, i missed the badminton. shucks!
received tengchong's sms saying he was jus a point behind the person, i was like, MAN. WHAT A PITY. maybe that guy prayed a minute longer.[ thats my inital thought ] hehes.

i'm feeling feverish man. jus measured my body temp and the themometer showed 36.2.
am i cold blooded or the thermometer is not working. maybe i'm just thinking too much.
GOT TO GO N PREPARE! for another round of EMERGE service.

E.M.E.R.G.E 2.0.0.7

put ur hands up in the air~
put ur hands up in the air~

i didnt know today is vesak! like, how blur can i be. but who cares. theres smth more than vesak to me, and is EMERGE!!!!! really miss all da peepz. *HAAACHOO!* man, some of u miss me too har? feeling a lil unwell now, but still, i 'die die' must go down for emerge. my mobile really irritates me. i mean, i feel like giving myself a break this week. so maybe i wun entertain calls that asking me to go down for proposal, for meeting or whatever that really harms my body cells. and yes, that includes training. Nash even asked me out to study, man, is like, sorry, not this week. this is not an irresponsible act. all these things can push to 2nd week of the holiday. eadelin jus want a break LAHS and have whole loads of fun with my peeps later on. HEHEHEHES. rock on n167 n w399. Slacking is still an art man. i still feel uneasy with staying at home doing nth. yah, maybe i'm born to do something. WAH. it jus came instantly alright.lols.

peach banana tastes gooooooooooood

OH MY GOODNESS! my internet is back to working condition! now i can start working on my GPP, also the national's day proposal, replying all the council matters, doing whatever quiz n questions, blogging like no man's business, chatting like mad cow.[ ok no link i know]
. IS LIKE, i can stop going ard begging ppl for computers . YES!

Last week duty was still boring as before. i was allocated to guard the black n ugly door. as i was standing there, i could feel a second by another second ticking away in my mind's clock. den i began to tell myself i'm not going to waste my youth like that. In fact, there r many things waiting for me to do. Yeah, now is the time to look for a new ministry. Direct translation from chinese version yea: the heaven is boundless, the earth is endless, sure there is place for me to dwell in. In addition, i was so proud of kevin las. the only dancer in our cell group. so jealous of that photo shoot. [ cos can take away the pimples n all. OOPS. I'M NOT SAYING KEVIN HAS PIMPLES!]



LADIES N GENTLEMAN, i lost my phone!
my 16th phone sia.
i'm now using this crazy old phone, with unwelcoming function of auto switched-off. so in any cases that u cant reach me, jusss.... TRY AGAIN LAH=)

i went to shop last monday.
1 new jean shorts
2 pair of shoes
1 spag shirt
1 bag
1 jacket- I LOVE IT!
1 super sparking hair rubber band

total: $***
hehehehes.

friends over friends

i felt unfair but i'm not gonna say a word to u anymore. it seems like u can have so much fun with these bunch of friends but when u're with us, u claimed that we dun show concerns, we dun notice u n we cant b bothered to talk to u.

i feel that we have the rights to sae that u dun show any concerns too, u dun really notice our presence too n u also dun even bother to talk to us. it takes 2 hands to clap. right now, u drift away from us jus becos u found a new grp of friends. To you, they're the people u can hve fun with. they're e ppl u can talk to. i'm so sorry to say, i can make new friends, but at the same time, i'll still put in my best effort to keep in touch with these bro n sis. i feel no point telling u that i'm hurt cos u're emotionally shut down. u no longer breathe the same air as me.
ur heart is with them. is always about them. u always need someone to support u. the girls r at least so much stronger than u.

loneliness is just a bullshit word. we're never alone. we jus need to be sensitive to the things ard us. afterall, u're jus being bais. ur so called' friends' r alwys right. and we're alright wrong. or rather, i'm always wrong.
since i'm always wrong, whatever i sae to u is down the drain. may as well keep that distance between us, at least we still keep the memories of each other. Since u refuse to reply or pick up e calls, i understand i'm a nag n ur frens r so much more fun than me. i'm sorry that i'm boring.
really.

HAPPY WEEK.

look like the revival is drawing near. With prayer plus action, i believe the heaven will pour down blessing upon cell grps.

had so much fun on friday! the very fact that it was the last day of school, the whole school of JC1, [ n some JC2] went down to changi base for the navy open house. we spent lots of time at the 'mines' intellectual game there. won away two boxes of jigsaw puzzle! [ it's not easy ok!]
den we went further down to try that skateboarding. anisah n i looked really stupid trying to hang on there.kiku n jeff wanted to look cool, but sad to say, they fell down from the skateboard even earlier thn us . so the ultimate winners still, THE GIRLS. due to time constraint, we didnt get a chance to try the bungee run n the jumping thingy. YUCkS. oh yah, love the look-like-boat-but-is-not-a-boat ride. had a great hair blowing session there! only queennie didnt enjoy the thrilling ride. poor she, haing MOTION SICKNESS! it was a disaster.

Fun didnt jus end here after heading back to sch.

minglee, xinwei, zolene and i cab down to east coast beach for BBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES. I'M THAT HYPER.
the bbq was never a boring one. i mean, chien sing was therree! his lameness never fails to make me laugh out loud. i think we seriously need to run one URL election. [ u r lame]

President
Vice president
Managers

these r the posts available.
feel free to fill up.

PC connection fails like a dooh dooh

another good news of the week, our team clinched a gold medal for 4 by 100m! free $80 food vouchers for each person. YAY. i didnt expect to be first for this race [ the fact that temasek, acjc trackers were all ready to fight for the gold] but whatsoever, we got it. and they're the runner ups. HEHEHEHES. strong sense of satisfaction man! 3 golds for this year. i'm still working for more =) OH YAH. TESTS ARE COMING UP. gonna do well academically too.

BLEHS

i'm so gonna fail my today's GP test. but i guesss thats not a bad thing since mrs kum herself said she will make sure we all fail the test. CRAZY, i know. yesterday went out with this lunatic. n i got so pissed off by him. shall not go into details.AM HUNGRY NOW! someone please cook smth delicious for me, thank you.

titration sux

i screwed up my A levels SPA. ok, lets not go into details. am so really worn out by all the school events these days. after investiture and sports day, i thought i could finally have my beauty sleep. but dunno why theres this college day pop up from nowhere. is like, OH MY GOODNESS. i told daniel that i'm really worn out and besides, i really have to go for training tmr. i dun wanna receive another round of scolding madness from barnabas again. i guess tmr is the day we need to get ourselves into different committees. NOT COOL. i'm still deciding which committee to join =(
still working on my GPP. yucks. i'm so gonna be a zombie in few minutes time. i'm a creature that desperately wants to sleep. i'm feeling unwell, again.

sports day

i look so disgusting over here holding the overall HOUSE CHAMPION trophy

TRACK GLORY: 13 golds 10silvers 4bronzes

1 girl overall champion

2 boys overall champion

thou' many had alr flown back home with their trophies.

40 over trophies for the whole track team. COOL RIGHT?

my manager. HIS MILO WORKS MIRACLE! [ forced to say]

the peak of my life

perrine, u so gonna bite my dust next year. she became this year girl's champion with a silver ahead of me. i didnt know theres an overall individual champion, if not, i would have joined 1500m to bring back another gold. den u guys may ponder, why in the first place i didnt go for it. well, i'm so sick of running long dist for so many years on sports day. so i tried smth new: long jump. hahahas, as predicted, i didnt make it for top 3 positions. down to 4th, hardly even smell the 3rd person. imagining i really get my three golds this year, that bigger cup belongs to me for sure. HAHAS.

congrats perrine. mio crappy partner in track. [ u still bite my dust next year, lols]

oh yeah, we didnt make it for any relays during the finals. [ we got in for all three] but i could see, hear and feel the efforts put in by mio class. Is a pity that we didnt win them. the girls either fell or dropped baton. i guess they were not prepared and real nervous. some of them were all so worried that i would be disappointed and angry. but seriously, i was really happy to run with u all is not about getting the medals, is about the team spirit we have. love u girls.

oh yah, thanks ezekiel for the MILO PING.

next phase of my life;new beginning

Rui ping and me

YEAH/big day is over. we took many many many photos. still searching for these photo from various sources. i still find the weird looking greenish-white councilor badge doesnt suit me. is like, u gotta uphold the image. hard job for eadelin. no matter how hard i try to lengthen my skirt, trying to paint black sauce over my hair, or perhaps with e right way of walking, the ' ah-lianish' DNA seems to be deposited in me. hello, i have one more year to go with folding n unfolding my skirt. urghs. i know i must go with it.



i'm now offically INVESTED. thank you.

council investiture eve

i dunno if it was a good or bad day for me. first of all, we're all so busy with pre Sc investiture that we always ended up in school late at abt10pm. i treat it as bonding session anyway. but what happened in the late afternoon was really something unexpected. barnabas called for me when she saw me in the hall arranging the chairs. and yes. this is the part i din even wish to blog about it but i know some of u wish to know. she yelled at me jus becos i skipped training for twice!
like, yelling out of nowhere u noe. and the worse thing is, she claimed that she gave me a sms but the fact that i didnt even receive a shit from her. guess what, she said i deleted the sms. so freaking unreasonable. i know she's one. everybody knows she's one. but i din know shes THAT UNREASONABLE. her yelling totally ruined the tpjc tccher image. she didnt even make the effort to negotiate. she jus good at throwing words at u. i mean, which idiotic tcher doesnt know that investiture is coming? AND TO QUIT COUNCIL BECOS OF HER UNREASONABLE DEMAND, i'm so sorry. i dun see a reason why. if i receive the love and concern from u, maybe i would consider to drop council. right now, i jus know that when i'm sad, council frens r there for me. we're working towards the same goal. yes. thanks for those consoled me. i rmber everyone of u. muacks.

wohohoho

YAY! get to watch spiderman 3 later...

cool calculation

my age:

Age in years:
16.84
Age in months:
202
Age in days:
6145
Age in hours:
147490
Age in minutes:
8849372
Age in seconds:
530962343
Age in Milli seconds:
53096234310
Age in weeks:
43018
i was born on
Thusday
5.7.90

PSSSSsst

i'm so pissed off. everyone seems to be talking about the spiderman 3 movie. i'm gonna watch it for sure! i love minglee and her that deep blue top from topshop. i'm still searching for a bag! am i fussy or has the fashion become stagnant? awwwww.
my big day is drawing near. i'm gonna be real busy tmr. i hope everything jus turns out fine. yeah, no leaking and all. even if it really leaks, let it be on ******. WHAHAHAS. OK. since when i'm that evil.

will be back to flood u guys with spiderman 3!

unwell day

my soul cries out, for more of you
theres nobody else, that can take ur place
in my heart.

i'm so feeling unwell here but somebody jus keep on lecturing me on the msn.
whats there to fake about? i have no idea.
went to play volleyball with minglee, zolene and their fellow senior. din know that tpjc volleyball team is made up of 3 people. i wun say is pathetic, lets search for a better word or a sentence- still in progress? council is like, so behind time. dun understand why people jus dun understand the meaning of council takes priority over CCAs. anyway, i find wei jiang is really friendly. a change in my judgement for now =)

addressing haha

i would like to thank haha for bringing up this nonsensical post. i'm kind of freak out when someone has actually been observing me. maybe u admire me or u jus find my look irritates u. but whatever the reason is, i think u care for me so much that u even put in the effort to tag my board. i really really appreciate that man. Thanks once again for all ur concern. To my beloved friends, dun get freak out. is jus false alarm by haha. oh, am i smart or am i smart? KEKEKEKEKES.

part and parcel

Exco members have been voted and finalised. not really happy with the person becoming head of operations. all he does is creating noise.if you happen to read this, jus wanna let u noe, someone is more capable than u. all u have to do now is to get ur job done and stop behaving like a monkey u toot.

Yesterday, we had our investiture rehearsal till 8 plus. cab fare costs only $2.70.
den went to hav dinner with arthur. Amazingly, i cried silently on his shoulder.
den i dunno why theres this question came out of me:

Arthur, tell me honestly, how real can God be?
and he replied that, if God is that real, you wldnt be suffering now.
den i stared at him and said, each time when i'm going thru something worse, i find God is more real to me.

i could see tears in his eyes. i think he misses God, his church and friends.
well, i dunno. i was still crying in silence...

cant breathe anymore

我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧

是我没有 陪在你身边 当你寂寞时候

别再看着我 说着你爱过

别太伤痛 我不难过

这不算什么

只是为什么眼泪会流

我也不懂

amazing fact

my weight decreases from 40kg to 35kg.
running + eating less = slimming like hell

lose my appetite man. URGHS.

sunday rush

shattering one's hope is well pushing one to the cliff. be it unknowingly or deliberately. the motive is not the priority anymore. the fact is that everything seems to be insignificant. u made it so real and then u came to tell me is a dream. what doesnt change as time goes? i would love to hear from u. ur word is like an excuse. a pool of excuses. change for a better or change for a worse. let time shows everything. i find it a woah woah that ppl can turn a small thing to a big thing. on avril's side for now. things arent that complicated. is u made it so. so out of the picture. so out of the box. covering up ur weaknesses to show ur strengths? i would choose to show my strengths to cover up my weaknesses. or maybe ms choo was really right. let ur weaknesses become your strengths. wow. shes great.

chem test is over!

i won 800m with a casual timing of 2 mins 51s. teachers were all expecting me to break the sch record. but please, i'm not that fast. i didnt even hit my personal best of 2mins and 46s. the adrenaline was jus not flowing u see. and i jus found out something remarkable. i can only run well under rainy weather. after the 800m race, i was really really really very very tired. Still, i had to rush home to prepare my chem test. Today chem test was reasonably easy and yes! i get to breathe now. gotta run 4 by 100m tmr, pray that we will get top 8 =)

It was estimated that another monster is coming to the world on 28 May. Leeanne' sister. my aunty's 2nd daughter. my grandma 6th granddaughter and my dunno number what cousin. so many girls in my family tree. i think is time for me to bring a breakthrough. WAHAHAHAHAS. IN TEN YEARS TIME LAH.

times that are unpredictable

new motto: leak and achieve
i guess only tpjcians know what i am talking about.
urghs. i was late for school again! i woke up reasonably early but still, cldnt catch that number 3 bus. miss yeah gonna call up my grandpa for sure. now in the library, rushing out my PI. unbelievable. i know. internet is so distracting lah. my schedule is so packed. cant even squeeze out some time for my juniors SYF. YUCKS. i miss them. i miss guzheng.

blue door image

Sisters in christ

way back into love

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real

or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do

and if you’ll help me to start again

you know that I’ll be there for you in the end

3000m

gosh. i made it!! what a day to run 3000m after the EU event. i was hoping that they would postpone the race since the weather wasnt very friendly. the buffet was like calling me and all my frens were digging in. so yup, i joined them in eating. Den someone came at the wrong time, telling me that i have a race later on. URGhs. so very quickly, i ran to the toilet to get changed and forced myself to vomit everything i had eaten. thats crazy, i know. but i had to do it. how to win a race with bloated stomach. i guess it must be the rainy environment that brought me victory. i jus cant run well under hot sun.

love yanndar, sherman, track girls and guys esp cheeseng. i heard their loud cheering and witnessed their presence too. without them , i wldnt win (=

after everything, i walked to the bus stop with chee ken and sean. i wondered where have all the girls gone to. Back home, i broke the good news to my birthday grandma. she's proud of me ok! but when the minute she found out that i actually won 3000m instead of the usual event 800m, shes back to her naggy image! HAHAHAHAS. she has always been advising me to stop running, esp when i'm in long distance. go skinnier each day. thats true. but i really want to make good use of these 2 years to achieve more things. retirement is still out of my dictionary.

grandma's birthday

brought my grandma to sakae sushi for dinner today. maybe i was feeling loaded or maybe i jus missed that place. but whatever the reason is, i know i cant replace her in his heart. am looking for a bag to accommodate my stuffs. many of my bags r either too old or too small. when memories r dull and insignificant, i doubt it can rekindle the love. going home with always the wrong person, receiving love and care from always the wrong person. so many people are speaking into my mind. i need some time to sort it out and discern the right voice. throw comments at me? i think is time for u to take a look at urself. what a past. what a now, what a future. what a world we're in right now.i still believe that God is good all the time. jus let me continue to fight with my remaining strength and i believe for more power. i dun sit back and slack. i stand up and fight. sorry if i disappoint u. i'm just that strong. Let ur judgement be, but be ready to catch it with double portion. i accepted my mistakes but i never sae yes to defeat.

TRACK

have been talking alot on the phone these days. and yeah, neglected my studies. i even missed my bio test and chem tuition on thursday lah. that explains why today i was super stressed up with events lining up in my schedule.
first, i rushed down for bio test.
edwin is sucha noise pollutant lah.
den i went for my long jump n I LOST! shld have joined 1500m seriously.
eadelin has to stick to running. BLEHS.
jus found out smth interesting from MAX. so interesting that sexyback and jon were like doing it. [ sound so wrong]
hehehe, but is abt the starting blocks and all. cldnt stop laughing. jon is like an entertainer lah.
and den i saw shandi and ezekiel suddenly pop up from nowhere. i mean, it was so unusual to see them ard in sports hall and stadium. never give much thoughts abt it. and den jon came into the picture and shouted, i hate nike bag. and all our reactions were like.... HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.

HE'S ENTERTAINER, FOR SURE!

hais, council investiture is coming. yah, i'm busy. so give me a big wide smile to cheer me up.

xcountry 2007

lost my Gp file yesterday. i went crazy like a mad woman, searching up and down for my file. Thank God that arthur was with me. can see that he's a problem solver. hehehes. din know his english is that powerful. scored an A1 for o levels. i was like, ARE YOU SURE?!
maybe he has the stupid look. lols.


and yes, come to the exciting part! TODAY I WENT FOR NATIONALS XCOUNTRY!!!!!!!!!!
was super upset that we didnt enter for top 6 , but well, this competition serves as a bonding session among the girls i suspose. surprisingly, chin hao was there too. and this million dollars question came to me, what is chin hao doing here.
blehs.

then we cab back to sch. sean was like, eadelin eadelin eadelin eadelin. ARGHS. FEEL LIKE WHACKING HIM. but he's far too cute. all girls will come after me if i lay a finger on him. hehehes.

alright. i'm so smelly here. poooof*

breakup

love has been trampled. i have learnt a new skill in life.

easter sat

Me and mandai!

tears flooded my both eyes as i watched the drama. every year, i cried over the same old thing and that is Jesus crucification. but u can be surprise that there are people stay emotionless even when they saw jesus being nailed onto the cross. After sat easter, chin hao and i went to look for amanda and selestine. my tongue got so spiced up by chin hao la. well, dun get wrong idea. i'm referring to the chilli sauce he added into my nasi lemak. hahahas!



den 4 of us went to hang around at different playgrounds, sharing music files and 'gossiping' abt our classmates. somebody needs to get trained in kissing. WAHAHAHAS. =P

good friday

Went to catch ' the reaping' with many of my classmates. i dun really understand its ending BUT IT IS STILL A COOL MOVIE. i shall give 3 stars for it.

had a fantastic easter's service today!
well, all of my friends actually went down for the altar call, i'm so proud of them.
AND AFTER THAT, WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AT THE CARNIVAL, BASICALLY PLAYING WITH THE FLYING BALLOONS. our lovebirds junhong and chantel were late for service and thus, cldnt enter the hall, MALU! oh yea, didnt know jeffrey is such a lucky fellow. he actually won the $10 carnival voucher! hahahas.

on my way back home, i was feeling very burdened once again. As people get saved, there are people backsliding. is kind of scary that i can see their futures. be it deja vu or 6th sense. people just dont believe.

easter's eve

many of my class girls will be joining me tmr for easter's celebration, hurray!
looove my class so much. ON AND STEADY. hehes.
and i find my GP teacher is a little bit screwed up there. SHE ENJOYS GIVING US HOMEWORK. but well, i call it a good thing. =)